Coin of remember

On the 13th of December was our last GNCT session for the 1st year. Like all other days of GNCT, we had an interesting session. First, madam collected a coin from each of us and all the coins were put in to a purse. Then the purse was rotated through the class and the moment where madam tapped the table, the person with the purse had to take a coin out and he had to speak about the memories he had related to the year of the coin. 

In my turn I chose 2013 coin so i decided to tell my experience in 2013 and 2013 is the most important year in my life. Because that year I fell in love. I propose to my first girl friend and I love with her and last of the year, we broke up. That was my first broke up and it change my life totally different.

I know her because we went to school in same bus. So I already knew her and she also knew me very well and 2013 I decided to propose her. I waited until February 14 because that was lovers day. And I proposed as I planned. But she didn't love me. she rejected me. So I didn't like to go in the same bus. I change the bus and after that i didn't meet her. But that was change her. She fell love with me. I knew that from her friend. After that I again went with the same bus and I started to go tutorial that she went.

In may 17 on my birthday she proposed to me and I am also said ok. I can't forget that moment in my life. That was on of the best moment in my life. I was flying in the sky. She was the best gift in my life. After that we met regularly and started to chat in phone everyday. I went to her tutorial and one time I caught in the class because our path is different. I don't know arts subject. He ask many questions but I only have one answer "I don't know". After that I didn't go to that class. She bought a shirt for me. how many years past I didn't stop to wear that shirt until now.

We change many gifts and she care for me every time.Every thing what i like and i don't like she knew. Life was go nicely. But that didn't continue in my life. when our family knew this love story, they didn't accept our love. we face many problems from our family. So she decided to break up with me. when she tell to me, It totally broke my heart.

I felt very sad and empty. After that I didn't study well. One month I only focus in my love. I went everywhere she went, but she didn't change her mind so I didn't like to disturb her after that. And I can't recover myself. I can't forget memories with her. I started to drink to much and I totally lose my mind and I decided to leave my home and I fight with my parents and I went to my grandmother home and I didn't talk with my parents.And every night I drink to much and started to use drugs.

It worried my grand mother she many times told me this is bad.

But i didn't change my mind. One time in my school I caught when I am using drugs. So my teacher complaint to principle. But my principle was very good man. He knew me very well because i participate many events and I was one of the best student in my grade 10. So he asked why do you did like that. He talk with me and my parents and finally know my love stories and he advice me.

He told his love story and he told his university life. that time I decided to went to university because of he said that I can get true love if i entered to the good course so I tried to forgot everything and focus in my studies. After that i didn't use drugs.

I studied very well and got this course. But finally i got one thing now i finished my first year of the university life by I didn't get like that love. why I am work like this hard but i can't get like that love.

Many times madam also say love is not important that time i only thing about my principle.

The session was going awesome as this was totally impromptu and our colleagues were bringing out some funny and interesting things happened to them in the respective years.